tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49941062376464604862024-03-13T18:56:17.377+05:30What Next?I wonder.T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.comBlogger102125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-59543401945229968492011-05-26T05:09:00.000+05:302011-05-26T05:09:54.512+05:30Processus.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Ferris wheels weeded out from murky muddy meadows,<br />
Dusty, gusty shades of black paint rusty red windows,<br />
Blue is cruel; believe me, or blindly trust the widows,<br />
Drained and strained, slops around nasty busty shadows.<br />
<br />
Doors opened, doors closed.<br />
Skies shine, then cave in untold.<br />
Years and years of damp and cold<br />
Slapped, by the shameless bold.<br />
<br />
Moon-rises witnessed amidst clumsy clouds of yore.<br />
Memories clog the veins that once fueled the whore.<br />
Foretold, the fates of men, fear to fight some more;<br />
The smell of dead and stale still sticks to the sea-shore.<br />
<br />
Doors opened, doors closed.<br />
Clothes looked for a hidden fold.<br />
Settled into the shape of mold.<br />
Pretend as long as they hold.<br />
<br />
5:05am.<br />
26:05:11<br />
Very much in context.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-46156938359954132592011-05-10T15:37:00.001+05:302011-05-10T15:37:55.499+05:30Vague.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Once upon a time, inside a skull, skilled and cold-blooded, a Reality-Check Apparatus was born. Its efficiency was so unparalleled, that the other physical-factors-that-decided-abstract-phenomena, couldn't tolerate its existence. They were very jealous of it, and they started to fear that their own spans of survival were under the threat of being overpowered by that one living, breathing object.<br />
Within the cerebral confines of their owner, they made plans, wide and wicked, intended to destroy RCA.<br />
Accordingly, one day, they threw a party and invited RCA to it. At the gathering, naturally, proud of its worth, RCA didn't bother to even interact with the others. The others, huddled together, consolidated their selfish plans of ending RCA, and calculated every step of tearing it apart. RCA was too haughty to notice the crowd's concentration.<br />
All of a sudden, everyone turned towards it. It was taken by surprise for the first time since its inception. It told itself that the others must be about to worship it. It was used to holding back deadly stares from mortals, but never before had it confronted so many eyes looking at it, with the same inexplicable expression.<br />
The skilled and cold-blooded skull's walls began to tremble and echo with strange loud beats. RCA tried to tear away from the extremely straining eye-locks, to look around the room. It could vaguely discern reddish white-washed walls with its own pictures hanging in frames, all around. It couldn't be sure if they were pictures or mirrors. It could not go to find out. It could not free itself from the crowd's stare-trap.<br />
The vibrations grew louder and more severe. The frames broke. The pieces of glass, swung at each other in controlled animation. RCA felt the familiar crescendo it had always feared. The invisible waves came to it, criss-cross, from every direction. Only if the others would look away, it thought, it could calm the elusive storm around it.<br />
Nothing slowed, or stopped. Rising above thresholds, beating all the old-preserved frequency records, the waves of doom superimposed in a destructive interference never experienced before. The others continued depriving RCA of all sense of time and space. They were glad that their presumptions were correct. They were apprehensive that their owner would wake up and pause their exercise. But, nothing betrayed their collective visual-kinesis.<br />
RCA heard the faint sound of a crack within him, and made a mental note of mending it as soon as conditions were back to normal. Normal! The word seemed lost from his dictionary. It felt its reason being robbed away gradually. It still couldn't break free. It still couldn't believe in its weakness, or dependence on others. It held out its shield's handle from the back, without a clue, that the metal has long melted into watery smoke. Blurry-eyed, it tried to admit exhaustion. But even such powers of introspection, admission and action slipped away before it could grab them.<br />
The crowd dispersed. The storm crawled back to the horizon.<br />
What remained of the proud Reality-Check-Apparatus was a feeble piece of papyrus.<br />
The others had won. They tossed the piece outside the skull-world.<br />
The owner woke up. </div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-52996573212949260112011-05-03T03:05:00.000+05:302011-05-03T03:05:57.819+05:30Phase Three. Part Two.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">That man that mythology hides in its rotten pages,<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Whose strengths stretch to farther than the beyond,<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">With the burden of the multitude, on his sinewy shoulders,<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Two bearers, like two scales of a balance; albeit, weight-obsessed.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Atlas shrugged.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US">Not for the first time.</span></div></div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-29848306769345733682011-04-22T01:22:00.002+05:302011-04-22T01:22:06.162+05:30Phase Three. Part One.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Eternity, it's your turn to fetch the ebb,<br />
and etch the rest, <br />
on the muddy sands, <br />
and close your fingers tight, <br />
with all your weak might, <br />
to hold those stale waves away from my feet.<br />
<br />
I've had my wild date with defeat,<br />
What would you do now?</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-37638286386937224282011-04-20T03:56:00.000+05:302011-04-20T03:56:51.204+05:30What is it?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">There is this short little story hiding behind the curtain. But everyone is too lazy to move the hanging piece of cloth.<br />
Lazy, laid-back; hazy, heady, and what-not regressive adjective come to the mind.<br />
If the patterns were the very purpose, then it's reason enough for a lot of pessimism.<br />
But pessimism doesn't pay much.<br />
As they say in the movies, any person you pick on, would give you a thousand reasons why he ought to die. Thousand versus one. So it is, for everyone.<br />
The trouble-maker is an exception, though. He would make mistakes, so that others can learn from his. Honor, such an ancient concept to live for. Or almost, die for.<br />
It's so easy to say, after all. It's easier to imagine it.<br />
Fresh twigs strewn around.<br />
That old smell of wet wood; almost pleasant, though rotten.<br />
Soft, fluorescent, crayon-colored leaves.<br />
And an empty drop of dew that the eyes are tired of staring at.<br />
Strength, he refused today.<br />
It's his turn, tonight.<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-9604447970231800102011-04-01T16:11:00.000+05:302011-04-01T16:11:40.133+05:30A Happily-Ever-After Story.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Once upon a summer, long, long ago, there was a foolish, foolish man.<br />
As he stood on his porch, drinking water, he saw a bird crying for water.<br />
He took pity on the little creature, and brought it in.<br />
The bird was happy. It got water.<br />
The bird fell in love with the man.<br />
The man fell in love with the bird.<br />
He asked the bird to be with him forever.<br />
The bird said yes, gladly, gratefully, without a second thought.<br />
The man put his beloved inside his rib-cage; the safest place to hide it, he thought.<br />
Love is possessive, and protective.<br />
The bird played around the space, for a long time.<br />
Then, it got tired of the bony enclosure.<br />
It started to flutter its wings violently, so that the man would know that it wanted to go out.<br />
The foolish man thought that the bird must be enjoying itself very much.<br />
He lived on, under the impression that his beloved is safe and happy inside him.<br />
He lived on, with the fluttering in his chest.<br />
One day, suddenly, he discovered that the fluttering has stopped.<br />
He opened his chest to find out what has happened.<br />
The bird looked at him with sad eyes, and made painful noises.<br />
It said, "I still love you."<br />
The man smiled at it, and said "I know."<br />
The bird said "My wings are in pain."<br />
The man smiled and brought a pair of clippers.<br />
He clipped off the bird's wings, and put it back inside his rib-cage.<br />
He was happy that he has relieved his beloved of its pain.<br />
After some time, one day, the bird started singing.<br />
Sad songs. Beautiful songs.<br />
The man was overjoyed at his beloved's voice, coming from within him.<br />
He lived each day and slept each day, smiling at the melody.<br />
Slowly, he discovered that the bird's songs weren't sweet anymore.<br />
The sounds weren't music anymore. They were screams and screeches.<br />
He opened his chest again, to find out what had happened.<br />
The sight of his face silenced the bird. It couldn't sing or make sounds anymore.<br />
It kept looking at the man's eyes. It wondered if the man would read its silence.<br />
The man looked at his beloved bird, and said "I still love you."<br />
The bird was still quiet. It whispered in its mind "I know."<br />
The man whispered in his mind, "I read your silence."<br />
He went away, and came back with a pair of fine scissors.<br />
Carefully, he opened the bird's mouth, and put the scissors inside its throat.<br />
The steel blades cut the vocal cords one by one. Sanp. Snap. Done.<br />
The bird was placed back again into the safety of the rib cage.<br />
And the man and the bird lived happily ever after.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-55872388873021242372011-03-31T04:13:00.006+05:302011-03-31T04:15:15.080+05:30Melodrama.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; line-height: 16px;">Some, I'm capable of, I must say.</span><br />
<div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">We're not talking about anything good here. Who's bothered about goodness anyway? </span></div><div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">We're talking about intolerance, hatred, anger, violence, revenge, injustice, punishment and all that.</span></div><div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Tables turn.</span></div><div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">For example, everything that I thought was cheap, as a child, is expensive, today. For example, sleep, literally.</span></div><div style="line-height: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Hence, I'm trying. </span></div></div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-49970555988762639532011-03-18T18:37:00.002+05:302011-03-18T18:37:45.190+05:30The Holi Eve, 2011<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">He lay on the bed; dreaming. <br />
A butterfly came near his eyes, and started fluttering its paper wings noisily.<br />
He lifted open his fatigue-laden eye-lids, and caught a blur of colours, too close in sight. <br />
He wished to destroy it.<br />
Raising a scarred hand towards it, he aimed at the source of noisy colours. <br />
His fingers curled around the still-alive butterfly.<br />
He felt the soft structures shaking with apparent frolic, within his grasp.<br />
The tingling sensation was confusing.<br />
Out of focus, out of focus.<br />
Tiny rice-sized lights lit up, one by one, across the entire maze of tread-upon, and un-tread-upon tracks.<br />
He closed his eyes, trying to concentrate on the details of the wings, that still flapped against his skin.<br />
He imagined they were red, yellow, blue, green, and a host of loud colours, all in the world that lay confined in his hand.<br />
He held it tighter, wishing the riot to last forever.<br />
Suddenly, a high-pitched young voice screamed.<br />
"Forever?!"<br />
It echoed around the walls.<br />
And the movement stopped.<br />
Jerked back to reality for the second time, the over-wrought mind urged its optical devices to go back to work.<br />
As the reluctant palm unfolded, they saw the life-less insect.<br />
Dirty white, grey, black and innumerable shades of their blends.<br />
The moth looked at the large pair of mirrors weighing down upon him.<br />
Then, it went to sleep, forever.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-83181418143282727702011-03-08T01:10:00.000+05:302011-03-08T01:10:33.948+05:30You can read.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Thumbs on eye-lids.<br />
Index-fingers on forehead.<br />
Each hand trying to pluck out the skin off the skull.<br />
<br />
Tuck! <br />
The puzzle is back in its bony pieces. <br />
<br />
I meet my adversary.<br />
<br />
Because I won't let your pain break my pattern.<br />
Because I won't let your paints smear my picture.<br />
Because I won't let your predictions fuck with my plot.<br />
<br />
Because I wouldn't let twenty one years of design go drown in your waters. <br />
<br />
I would hate you.<br />
<br />
Till my darkness shoot out at you, like the most powerful missiles on earth, all together.<br />
And Boom!<br />
The burnt bits left of what was once you, would crawl back together and crowd at my feet. <br />
<br />
Let me laugh like mad.<br />
Let me go.<br />
<br />
I have set a destination for my destiny.<br />
You can read the log-book of my journey. <br />
You can't write there.<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-22516748771779438742011-03-06T03:40:00.000+05:302011-03-06T03:40:51.931+05:30Capsule.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Morning.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">Lost and found, and lost again;</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">My eyes on the hunt,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Despite the strain,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Dissolving the old edges again,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">I extinguish my silence.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Noon.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">Rock, thou shalt weather too!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">But first, un-learn</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">A thing or two.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Afternoon.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">A finger nudges. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"Do you love me?"</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"No."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"Do you trust me?"</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"No."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"Do you want to leave me?"</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"Yes."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"You're lying to me. I don't like liars."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"Fine."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">He leaves.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Evening.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">I wanted it. I did it. Now, you have the rest of the day to find out if I was right or wrong.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">I wanted it. I did not do it. Now, you think I was wrong.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">I didn't want it. I did it. Now, you think I was right.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Night.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">A walk across the yawning valley.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">A part of me, left behind.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">A ride across the waves of men.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">I get back what is mine.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span><br />
<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dawn.</span></div><span style="font-size: small;">Buzz. Buzz. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Right then, you know, I looked at my palms.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">They showed me a world, I held all the while.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Enclosed tight.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">In fear of your light.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">In one second, all the melodrama that enfolds, </span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Takes its toll, one night a time. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Good morning, my Night.</span></div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-18353298265014850152011-03-05T01:44:00.000+05:302011-03-05T01:44:22.346+05:30Phase Two. Part Two.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">I've got wings made of iron;<br />
Insides may be clay.<br />
Your hurdles I care not,<br />
Raise them, as you may.<br />
<br />
With crackers made to celebrate<br />
Herewith, they would fly;<br />
One by one, burn the threats,<br />
Till ashes blind the sky.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-4064253433320632672011-03-03T11:45:00.000+05:302011-03-03T11:45:12.954+05:30O Sane Reader!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">There's this story.<br />
Four people. Four correct people. Four minds. Four points of view. Equally justified.<br />
What I'm going to do is, place you in a different direction, every 15 seconds.<br />
North.<br />
South.<br />
West.<br />
East.<br />
Thus, in the course of a minute, you would have rotated and revolved, with your eyes wide open, so fast, that your head would be spinning.<br />
Then, there you are.<br />
Look at me now.<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-38758562791149751312011-03-02T13:04:00.002+05:302011-03-02T13:10:06.821+05:30Re-play.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">"Are you happy?"<br />
"I don't know."<br />
"Why? Are you happy?"<br />
"Maybe I am. Why?"<br />
"Then, smile."<br />
"I can't smile. I can't even breathe."<br />
"Why? I told you cigarettes are dangerous."<br />
"No, it's not that. There's a huge black rock weighing down on my lungs. And it's not made of smoke."<br />
"Is the rock made of mud?"<br />
"No, not mud. Stone. Just stone."<br />
"Stone turns into mud, remember? Don't worry."<br />
"Everyone keeps saying that."<br />
"Do you trust me?"<br />
"How does it matter?"<br />
"Do you love me?"<br />
"I don't know."<br />
"Then you don't love me."<br />
"Damn you. I think I love you. I could be wrong. How will I know?"<br />
"If you love me, then you trust me."<br />
"Try me."<br />
Interruption. </div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-26940088615852060962011-03-02T10:15:00.000+05:302011-03-02T10:15:15.865+05:3002-03-2011. Re-awake.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">And I killed again.<br />
Two people together.<br />
But there's a pattern now.<br />
One from the past.<br />
One from the future. <br />
Known faces, all. Damn.<br />
But I'm not worried, because I know where it came from.<br />
I know every bend of that bridge connecting the conscious to the sub-conscious.<br />
That's too hard not to be bothered about.<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-16505165521371459042011-03-01T23:14:00.000+05:302011-03-01T23:14:39.650+05:30Phase Two. Part One.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">There's a place,<br />
On every face,<br />
Where time's pace<br />
Loses grace.<br />
<br />
Begin the craze,<br />
In mind's maze,<br />
Amidst the haze<br />
Of busy days.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-49332039905181835172011-03-01T13:14:00.000+05:302011-03-01T13:14:42.800+05:301st March 2011, 1:00pm. Exact.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div class="MsoNormal">Words that reverberate.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Words with amplitudes.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Words with multiple meanings.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Words like spiraling loops. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Like Black Holes.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Words worse than swear words.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">If you have uttered it, you have to live through it. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Through all that it could have meant.</div><div class="MsoNormal">Till the end of the list.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Else, you end.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Welcome to Existence.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">Euphemisms are redundant.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div></div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-9445754948407222632011-02-28T00:11:00.000+05:302011-02-28T00:11:45.141+05:30The Black Hole.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Beat around the brain-wall<br />
Till the motion sets its own inertia.<br />
There would be no more fatigue.<br />
<br />
The blackness had a face.<br />
Words in their own phase.<br />
The last squeal of silence,<br />
Till it's strangled by shame.<br />
<br />
My appetite for patterns.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-6513698614515939902011-02-19T20:43:00.000+05:302011-02-19T20:43:42.788+05:30Stages.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Entry. <br />
<br />
There are no blank spaces. <br />
There is a clutter, of all that's familiar. <br />
<br />
There are no fleshy faces. <br />
Crowds of masks, braving the weather.<br />
<br />
It is easier, baby, easier,<br />
Than our self-silenced surrender.<br />
<br />
Exit. <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-85319957459926412362011-02-19T00:17:00.000+05:302011-02-19T00:17:52.556+05:30Threats.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">For you, especially for you, the sun would be so bright, that it would burn you and blind you and make you regret that you were looking for light, ever at all. </div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-35338158811239493482011-02-09T13:37:00.001+05:302011-02-09T13:38:35.958+05:30The Ebb.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Dear Purest Form Of Love,<br />
Unkown to you, you have made a big mistake.<br />
You have given me the impression that I wouldn't be taking too big a risk, if I expect a lot out of you.<br />
Give me that stare, even if it means nothing.<br />
Allow me to fool myself, that you understand. <br />
Sincerely,<br />
Sir.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-55383551015128178552011-02-05T08:23:00.001+05:302011-02-05T08:23:39.907+05:30Wrath.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">From one end to the other, the sphere<br />
Completes the circular path,<br />
It's destiny, it declares;<br />
Much to its own wrath.<br />
<br />
Then comes the naming of the stories <br />
In the restricted zones<br />
Of my mind's library, that<br />
Imprisons words in tyrannical tones.<br />
<br />
The unexplained wins.<br />
Like a statement in the guise of a question,<br />
Hypocrisy, intensely biological;<br />
In an attractive pursuit of possession.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-22856086664659738032011-02-05T05:13:00.001+05:302011-02-05T05:17:58.009+05:30Dreamalikes.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">With fresh dreams of one futile future,<br />
the eye-balls raced beneath the sleeping lids;<br />
the legs spread in a sprint,<br />
across the world without a worry;<br />
the arms clutched stuffed linen,<br />
in one hold without a hurry.<br />
<br />
Peace came knocking, and woke me up;<br />
Whispered to my ears, it's time to be up.<br />
I frowned and groaned,<br />
Let me see some more, I said.<br />
"Too much, already",<br />
Exactly, as I dreaded.<br />
<br />
And thus my eyes wrenched open,<br />
welcomed the colourful darkness.<br />
Sounds of the system serve a reminder of the real.<br />
The debated desires in deconstruction, on;<br />
a road with a memory and a story.<br />
All washed away in the riot of lights,<br />
My nights feel sorry.<br />
<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-78574472586107385372011-01-31T14:53:00.002+05:302011-01-31T15:00:55.191+05:30Painting.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">If you could, you would.<br />
If I would, I could.<br />
And vice versa.<br />
And vice-versa, again.<br />
Or maybe, not.<br />
Not, yes, not.<br />
Chronicling, I kept saying.<br />
And then, I gave up.<br />
And then, you gave up.<br />
And then, they all did.<br />
And it continued.<br />
<br />
I stood against the wall.<br />
The cold penetrates the cotton, as usual.<br />
I touched it with my index finger.<br />
And then, with my whole right palm.<br />
Still, it doesn't feel real enough;<br />
Real enough to clutch onto it.<br />
<br />
And one after the other, the paradoxes establish themselves.<br />
Distractions, I hope.<br />
But they all are like the magnetic compass.<br />
Can't stop pointing North, no matter where I take it to.<br />
No matter where, when, or how.<br />
Tilted, upside-down, from every point of view;<br />
It shows you.<br />
So I decide to break the needle.<br />
But no, it wasn't such a good idea.<br />
I could have changed the marks, rather.<br />
The diametric metric ones.<br />
Or I could have chosen not to look at it.<br />
<br />
But, I did so, didn't I?<br />
I slept it off. <br />
But an overdose has a hangover. <br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-37556226640173504962011-01-29T07:24:00.000+05:302011-01-29T07:24:07.773+05:30Hypocrisy.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">And one day, when everything is over,<br />
and nothingness overwhelms all the intra-personal zones,<br />
I'll build my own fence around my forever.</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4994106237646460486.post-61174303119949985502011-01-28T07:13:00.000+05:302011-01-28T07:13:28.791+05:30Life is a big distraction!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">The cold metal finger of the mental,<br />
Digs into the surface of the conscious;<br />
Gets in touch with the untouchable.<br />
Untouchable, because it's non-existent.<br />
Apparently, of course.<br />
Were they flying around the head?<br />
Was I looking out?<br />
Or did they crop up in the brain-bed itself?<br />
Was I looking within?<br />
But, firstly, find me the Line Of Control,<br />
Within which, all of it is me.<br />
Outside which, the world is physical or metaphysical;<br />
That's none of my business.<br />
But definitions are, definitely.<br />
It's not even a conflict.<br />
Not even the phenomenon of fluctuation,<br />
That I used to talk about;<br />
Once upon a depressed day.<br />
It's far beyond the regular.<br />
A necessity that I weave.<br />
And then tear apart.<br />
And then, weave again,<br />
To my great discomfort.<br />
Unto unknown intentions.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
</div>T. Mukherjeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17097646879283934280noreply@blogger.com0